to remember and to forget

how many words can i type in a minute

2008-10-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

Getting crashed

2008-07-27T21:40:00.002+08:00

OKOK picture this. you are freaking standing in the middle of a junction, and there are four oil tankers with some truck carrying explosives right behind it. And you are standing there looking like a retard. Woots. FUN!! I am now that guy standing there, with those trucks coming at me at full speed and i have no time to evade. I have the responsibility to stop each one for i see them go out of control, but i can't. All i can do is to watch myself get smashed and wate alll that i have put into some of the things i have been hoping to focus school-life on. Life SUXXXX!!

Sian

2008-07-13T22:15:00.001+08:00

WAH damn sian. I got stuck in a jam this saturday afternoon for like 20min. i mean like WTH!!!! SATURDAY AFTERNOON... how can there be a jam... and the worst is i was late for training... for 30min... sian lah

I suck at Vista

2008-07-10T21:30:00.002+08:00

Oh. My. God... I SUCK AT USING VISTA. I guess that everyone believes that the com's auto-patch and updates are very annoying... well at least for me, it is... so i tried to manually patch it so that it will not try to auto-restart or attempt to patch when i really GTG and have to switch off the com fast. Well, guess what happened. For SOME reason... it converted all my openoffice files into oficedocuments... ok this will mean my expired microsoft office won't allow me to edit it... bt here comes the ****ed-uo part. IT BL**DY disabled my office... and installation always fails due to some fatal internal error. WOW!! I ROCK AT USING VISTA MAN!! So now i have to restore my com and waste some time... what the ****... ok enough with swearing...

2008-07-02T23:41:00.003+08:00

OMG my hair i screwed. It is getting long... if i put gel to make it look nice, it will kill my roots of my hair... SIAN... my hair is screwed

2008-07-02T23:41:00.001+08:00

OMG my hair i screwed. It is getting long... if i put gel to make it look nice, it will kill my roots of my hair... SIAN... my hair is screwed

Class GG-ing

2008-07-02T23:32:00.002+08:00

HAHA. Today Javier tell me he missed the exchange time for the 3rd maple hat. HAHA he gt scammed of 10.5k. No big deal lah, but heehee Javier next time you go do things on the last day of the event check properly lah. lol short post

GG

2008-07-01T20:59:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG I GG. Haizzz this week and the next week will be hell for me. Oh My God!!

I am gonna GG! School is getting so busy and school life is so hectic. I have so much to prep for and with so little time. I am dead. Like two things clashing are not enough... why make it go to 3.. haizzz anyways maple birthday priviledge period whould be officially over by tonight... sian lah but if it is extended cos some Malaysian maplers complained, then YESH!! after the GG periodstill can hunt. OMG!! I just try to live long till then lah... and DotA... getting very noob... too busy to play...

OMG

2008-06-29T22:17:00.002+08:00

Oh My GODDDD this is like my first post like since dunno how many months ago. Hey all, i apologize for such a dead blog, for like being... well... dead for a long time. But now i have resurrected it. HEEHEE. Anyway HCI ppl, how's ur cans collecting. How many le? Remember hor it is MINIMUM 5, no maximum limit. Chiong and get as many cans as possible. And gratz to the new CMC, former members, and the 'old one' who are now advisors and i certainly hope to have a nice time working with you guys (lol part) to accomplish more tasks to better the welfare of the class, etc, etc (lol)... zzz i shall try my best(doesn't mesn i can) to keep this blog going...

2008-04-28T21:14:00.001+08:00

Your Rising Sign is Scorpio

You're so intense and passionate - you're on fire!

You want to be an angel or a devil... you can't decide which.

No wonder you seem moody and even a little dangerious.

You've got some major mystery going on, so work it!

Your personality is the strongest of all signs, making you hard to deal with.

While you're ruthless to your enemies, you're loyal to your one true love.

What's Your Rising Sign?

2008-04-28T21:11:00.001+08:00

You Are a Ghost

Mysterious, independent, and often unseen - you always do things your own way.

You are introverted, shy, and even a little secretive.

People are dying to know you better, but you're a difficult person to know.

A lot of your contributions to the world are left invisible and unfelt.

Your greatest power: Blending in really well

Your greatest weakness: Being too passive

You play well with: Witches

What Kind of Monster Are You?

how much is your life worth??

2008-04-24T22:38:00.000+08:00

Your Life Is Worth...

$1,219,000

How Much Is Your Life Worth?

memories in the rain

2008-04-03T18:43:00.002+08:00

3rd of April 2008. The rain started without warning. As thousands of millions of tiny aqua bullets were fired at all that were exposed, i was in the safety of a bus... going home. Looking at the rain and listening to emo-music at full-blast, something crossed my mind. The heavy rain seemed to be the star of a new relationship, making the distant sky so blur, so hard to picture, just like it prevents one from seeing what will the future of the relationship be, whether the rain will end soon, or if it will get bigger, no one knows. Not only that, as the rain splatters and strikes on the unsuspecting pedestrians, those without an umbrella, it seems just like all that one can face in the early stages of a relationship. The result, people slipping, flooding of sidewalks, many many more. DESPITE all that i have said, this rain also seems to be the situation of a strong bond, one that will never be broken. As the rain falls, those who have a strong will and trust will never get seperated, no matter ehat hapens, and how long the incident is.

So does rain represent the start of relationships that are bound to fail, or is it a symbol of an eternal bond. All that matters is how one looks at it and how one thinks about it. Finally, if a bottle is filled to the 50% mark, it is considered half empty? Or is it half full?

ah hah

2008-04-02T22:02:00.001+08:00

ah hah... finally, this is ONE... i mind you ONE ONE ONE ONE the ONE day that i am allowed to go home on time from school... how fortunate. But, this is like the only day to destress after dropping stuff and committing myself to much more stuff and smashing myself with it. Hmmm, look. Think about this. You are in school more than you are at home. And even after you get home, it is too late for anything else but school related stuff like say homework and projects. Wahahahahahaha so fun right? I was planning to play a bit of com today, but the stupid thing is that NAPFA has just drained me of all that energy that i have specially conserved for a fortunate day like this. WASTED!!! SADDENING!! Haizzz so i guess it is back to the hectic lifestyle once again from tomorrow onwards... which means my blog will be dead for umm... SOME time... again... lolz

people got spammed

2008-03-23T21:36:00.002+08:00

Just a few days ago, some people reading this blog now, got spammed by someone. Who is that? Well let us just put it this way. He/she may win the Oscar's best hypocritical actor award for impersonating people and making them sound like gays. She will also win the NOBEL award for inventing the most stupid past-time, spamming without thinking about consequences. Well and the MOST MAJOR award she may win is.... drum roll... OSA- not outstanding student award- not like it will happen. But, it is called the... obviously stupid award. WOW! A round of aplause for rach** lov*** dov*** p**

Valentine's Post

2008-02-14T20:32:00.002+08:00

The following are a few lines from the song 爱转角

爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪

Well, all that i want to say to you on this special day is that all i want to do is to walk with you together through the rest of our destiny. HAPPY VALENTINE'S!

Unfolding of new paths- the roads split

2008-02-02T23:27:00.000+08:00

I woundn't have just realised today that it is already February if not for CNY drawing near. Is it just me or is time really flying by at twice its normal speed? It has been months since i last talked to some of my good friends. Is it because we are just unaware? Or is it because we are not aware of the fact that time is tearing us apart? As time passes, all our roads split. Although we have promised each other to be friends forever, people change. And when they do, they forget. Will you guys forget me? Or have i forgotten anyone of you? Will our roads ever merge again? Or will it lead us further as time flies and tears us apart?

2008-01-31T22:19:00.001+08:00

You Are From Saturn

You're steady, organizes, and determined to achieve your dreams.

You tend to play it conservative, going by the rules (at least the practical ones).

You'll likely reach the top. And when you do, you'll be honorable and responsible.

Focus on happiness. Don't let your goals distract you from fun!

Don't be too set in your ways, and you'll be more of a success than you ever dreamed of.

What Planet Are You From?

NYPS P5 camp

2008-01-31T21:52:00.000+08:00

Hi all!! My blog is finally alive again. After like 1/3 of a year, this is my first post!!! Having settled with all those crap, let us move on to my actual post!! The past three days have just gone by without me realising a thing. There is no way i can describe my feelings with a few words.

What can i say. This trip to the Sarimbun scout camp was completly different from my Sec 1 camp. Instead of pitching tents to sleep in, all the HCI and NYGHS facilitators got to sleep in air-conditioned dorms( i mean SEPERATE DORMS...) which was like, totally so cool. So much happened there. New events in the boring school life. New faces. The start of new friendships. AND MOREEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I will always remember all those hwachongians that went for the camp with me for we stuck together and cheered all our hearts out until we have completely lost our voices. Well, there was Peng Ning who for some reason, developed a Malay accent the moment he reached Sarimbun campsite, and most of all there was Dale, who was first known as polar bear, then ... well i shouldn't say anything that will hurt ppl's feelings... so... NEXT

Yup, there were the girls from NY as well. Lets see... Nicolette, Ee Hsien, Sylvia and YES(esme- u noe who u are). Well there were more, but i cannot remember their names. Anyway it was really fun pairing up with Nic and making 5L get overall 2nd for the camp. It is so touching to see the fruits of our labour... LOL!

Having said all those things about all the other campers, time to talk about what stupid things i did. Well, i made prank calls to make Ee Hsien hang up so that we can mug, i refilled me and Nic's water bottles with... undrinkable water and worst of all i sat on an ants' nest during campfire... sheesh was that dumb...

ZZZ the camp was fun, but the most funy of all were the P5 campers... well i will reveal more about them and their 'interesting' ways in my next few posts...

BYE BYE... oh and don't forget to TAG ME... thx bb

2007-11-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

You Should Rule Saturn

Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye.

You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature.
And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance.

You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life.
You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past.

What Planet Should You Rule?

2007-11-06T23:02:00.000+08:00

You Are a Turkey Sandwich

Conservative and a bit shy, you tend to stick with what you know and trust.
You are very introverted, and you prefer to blend in whenever possible.
Though you may be hard to know well, anyone who does know you considers you a true friend.

Your best friend: The Ham Sandwich

Your mortal enemy: The Tuna Fish Sandwich

What Kind of Sandwich Are You?

2007-11-05T20:11:00.000+08:00

Your Band Name is:

The Stoned Sadists

Band Name Generator

black and white world

2007-11-04T18:57:00.000+08:00

The world always seem to be really colourful. The trees, the flowers, the big tall buildings and stuff. But the colous are actually all te same- black and white. All that is worth enjoying in the world are all just for show. People spend all their live working and striving for what they call excellence. All that is really enjoyable is not really used to the fullest. So if this world is not only black and white, then what is it?

2007-11-04T18:32:00.001+08:00

Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Bronze MaximusYour Superpower is X-Ray VisionYour Weakness is Cotton CandyYour Weapon is Your Energy TorpedoesYour Mode of Transportation is Tricycle

What's" your Superhero Name?

2007-11-04T16:10:00.001+08:00

Your Japanese Name Is...

Kaito Shimizu

What's" your Japanese Name?

is it truth or a lie

2007-11-03T23:32:00.000+08:00

Hmm... let's see. I can see warious colours while people who are color-blind can only see black white and maybe gray. Many people may believe that what i see is real and the color-blind is just someone who is worthy of some sympathy and not really much more. But has anyway ever thought about what if the majority see is just a lie. What if the supposedly color-blind people may see the truth in reality. Imagine people. What if life around us only seem real and only the false truth surfaces. So just imagine people. Believe what you want to believe and not believe what othes believe. Now that's reality. Never become the myrmidon of the truth and become its slave!!!!!

infinite questions and no answers

2007-11-03T11:38:00.000+08:00

Does anyone believe that answering a 6-yr-old kid 1+1=2 is the end of the question? Actually no. There is no end to it. Infinite questions can follow this one, like who invented numbers and blah blah. So questions exist in an infinite loop while answers are just a virtual reality that only appears to be before us but does not really exists. Or maybe it can be man's way of escaping from the harsh reality that no matter how many answers they give to people, it is always not enough. Too many questions not enough answers.

the liar, the prince and the dragon

2007-11-02T22:20:00.000+08:00

We often see in fairy tales that princes and knights go all out to save princesses and beatiful ladies being captured or tortured b trols and evil witches. This may be due to the fact that the princes and knights are brave and want to destroy all eveil, or maybe it may be a love story about how they love the princess and the only way to marry her and stop her from being sacrifices to witched or dragons were to slay them. This may sound perfect to many girls in the 60s and 70s, but in the modern world, the so-called princes and knights may not be real. In an modern world where bribary and conspiracies are as common as lunch with your deskmate or waking up to find out you are late for school, no one can be sure about whether the hero that is doing all he could is real. the hero may just have bribed the dragon to act a magnificent fireworks show in frint of the princess so that he can marry a beatiful girl without any effort and dump her after some time. In some instances, it may even be possible that the hero is conspiring with the witch or dragon, so that after marrying the princess, he can kill the king, take over the country and take all the treasure, then he will just dump the princess and split a part of the wealth to the dragon or witch as part of their fee for helping him get what he wants. So does all these mean that as the world is growing, there is no truth in what people say or do, but only conspiracies and lies?

over and what will always be over

2007-11-02T20:56:00.000+08:00

People say that in life, there many beginnings. Yet all that has begun and will begin have all ended or will end. So since all that will begin will surely end anyway, then why does anything begin and what is the beginning of all the beginnings? Since time may end, all beginnings will end at any moment. Once time stops, everything will not have occured, and all that has been started will be over. So is this what we humans call hope? Despite all that they want will be over after it begins, they will still strive to achieve it and never give up? I mean i am someone who never cares about the endings but only strive for the beginnings, but after all, can anyone ever explain this kind of optimistic mindset??

step out of the darkness and into the shadows...

2007-11-02T20:39:00.000+08:00

What had always been part of my life was to hide from as many people as possile and not let most people know my darkest of all secrets- no need to think about being a part of some secret society assossiated with robberies, because that will never happen. But time has made me figure out what i really want and step out of the darkness into something brighter. Now i want people to know what the true me is. Well maybe it is too late, but late is always better than never. Although i still want to hide a part of me, i have decided that i should take a big step forward and be in the shawows, not as dark as pure darkness...

holiday and my unfair share of work

2007-11-02T20:06:00.000+08:00

Hmm... find holiday in the dictionary and you will see that it means a peiod of rest to visit friends and blah blah blah. Many of us may already be dicussing their holiday plans and boasting about how are they traveling to some country on a A380 plane and live in some luxurious hotel in Antartica... ok maybe America. But i am now as unfortunate as to sit in front of my laptop typing out documents after documents for my various activities in school. Although all these activities are really voluntary and beneficial, i mean can their deadlines be extended till next year? Too bad no... Guess i wil have to end this first memorable post now so i can go on and be trapped in my world of work and go on hoping that i finish all the work early and not let my myopia get worse...